at sixish this morning, i was supposed to still be studying fro my math test, but i had to stop. i curled up into my blanket and looked out my window and the sun was rising. i turned my discman on and the second song on this mix, (i had forgotten it was on the mix) was The Promise but Tracy Chapman. now, if you don't know this song, i'm sorry and GO DL IT. the lyrics are beautiful and they capture one of the best moments this summer. kelly, the sra, and emily, an ra, sang this song at the talent show and dedicated it to the nevermores. as i listened, i burst into tears, (only after tamar did though!!!) and she was sitting next to me and clari next to her and spencer and eva and jenny and jason and steph and everyone was there in our row. and then behind me was charlie!! and chris!! (amazingness) and mer was IN THE BUILDING (she's even in the video of the talent show) and alice and zara were sitting way in the front. and kim and oren and devon and paca and guy were MCing and pat was doing his funny, apparently toooo funny, thing. and christine and jack and jess were sitting down the row too. and kelly said, "i love you walrus arf arf!" at the end and then i just cried more. i was in a room with all these amazing people and i remember it and i felt it and i know how good it was and how much it hurt to leave and how much it hurts that i can't go back but i wouldn't want to anyways because nothing can replace that perfect moment for me.
"If you wait for me then I'll come for you Although I've traveled far I always hold a place for you in my heart If you think of me, If you miss me once in awhile Then I'll return to you I'll return and fill that space in your heart
Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I'll find my way back to you If you'll be waiting If you dream of me like I dream of you In a place that's warm and dark In a place where I can feel the beating of your heart
Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I'll find my way back to you If you'll be waiting I've longed for you and I have desired To see your face your smile To be with you wherever you are
Remembering Your touch Your kiss Your warm embrace I'll find my way back to you If you'll be waiting I've longed for you and I have desired To see your face, your smile To be with you wherever you are
Together again It would feel so good to be In your arms Where all my journeys end If you can make a promise If it's one that you can keep, I vow to come for you If you wait for me and say you'll hold A place for me in your heart."
sorry, i had to copy them from a website, because SCHOOL CALLS. but i love you guys.